Blog re-do....redone?

Hello again!

At least this time it's not 4 am.

I'm not exactly sure what it was that made me suddenly wake up at 3:15 this morning, but whatever it was put my brain into overdrive regarding this abandoned blog. It took me about 30 min to reset the passwords and all that fun stuff, and I've spent the better part of my morning skimming back through all my old posts.

Admittedly, there's a part of me that wants to revive this. Another quieter voice says let it stay dead. Reading back through everything reminded me why I originally started this mess, as well of the stress that came with it.

Some stress never happened. There were some vague threats of legal action, but nothing ever happened. Nobody came after me, etc.

I'm not in the same place I was before, physically, mentally, or emotionally. The 4th grader kiddo mentioned in a few posts graduated high school earlier this year and is now attending his first year of college. We had 4 years of football games with him, that I'm happy I had the time and ability to be a part of. The younger kiddo plays high school volleyball now. Is IN high school.

Boyfriend changed again since the last few postings. I've lost my grandma and my uncle to illnesses in that time frame. I moved multiple times and am now living back in my grandparent's home permanently. The home is being remodeled currently.  I started a jewelry and resin art studio, and stepped away from the model horse hobby for my own sanity.

My job is very stable, and no longer involves retail. And never will again. I'm happy about that, so much.

Do I want to restart this? I think I do. Might take me a few days or maybe longer to really get rolling again, I don't know. I know laws may have changed, so I need to brush up on those.

I haven't even looked at craigslist for years. Do I need to modify the name of the blog to reflect a changing world? Folks are so much meaner now. How will that affect things?

I am not sure. I suppose I can give it one more good attempt for a few months, and see how things go.

I'll need some material for it though. The email to the right hasn't changed, and now I can even log into it again.

Let's see how this goes, shall we?

The things we do at 4 am...

Hi!!!

Miss me?

:)

Man has it been a wild few years.

Anyone still around?

~Beth